I’m done with this. No more alcohol, no more coffein pills, no more beating myself up for every little thing I did and feel. If I go out alcohol will be okay but not until I have blackouts or need 2 days to recover.
ReblogMay 03, 2014 - 07:24 am - 2 notes
12 years of treating myself like I’m the worst person on this planet and destroying everything I ever had and loved is enough, I can’t do this anymore. This concept of myself was never meant to be the way it is now, it was what other people told me and I suffered and believed it for way too long.
And no, this won’t lead to happiness in one minute, this means war against everything I ever believed about myself, but I don’t want to be like this until the end of my time.
I will start with telling myself every day how beautiful my ears are, the only thing I like on my body ^^#