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I’m taking a break from Tumblr and most parts of the internet as well. I don’t know why and I don’t know how long this break will last, but at the moment I don’t feel well and I feel like I’m close to things I would regret later. I will try to get back to a normal life (I don’t even know what that means), even though I don’t feel like there is any sense behind all this and that I should have been gone for a long time now.

Amazing how you can reach the bottom and still keep on falling.

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tracks will fade in the snow: I’m so sick of people telling me that I should become a nun because I...

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maybe-i-will-disappear:

I’m so sick of people telling me that I should become a nun because I don’t have and don’t want to have sex. When people bring this up, I always tell them that I’m an atheist as well and that it’s kind of a stupid idea to put me in a purely Christian environment… but no, I should become a nun or…

I know how you feel @_@ My own ex boyfriend said I should just become a nun. Yeah, because I totally don’t want to have a romantic relationship with anyone, I mean it’s not like I dated you for 3 years. Oh wait =_= That’s one of the things that really pissed me off about my ex. He’s still my friend and we’re still getting over each other, but when I think about how he said that to me… almost like he felt it would just be better for him if I became a nun… really grinds my gears >_>

I am a Christian, but I’m not that religious. I seriously do not like church settings. I don’t understand the logic in people saying crap like that.

Most people don’t understand that you can be happy without having sex and that there is more to a relationship than sex. It’s kind of frustrating that everyone goes on and on and on about that you are “sick” or “need help” because you feel this way.

Still I don’t understand why being asexual is someone else business, it’s not like we are harming someone else and that should be the only thing that is important, our sexuality doesn’t hurt other people. 

I hope that one day society will accept asexuality as something normal and not something that doesn’t exist or needs to be cured.

I’m so sick of people telling me that I should become a nun because I don’t have and don’t want to have sex. When people bring this up, I always tell them that I’m an atheist as well and that it’s kind of a stupid idea to put me in a purely Christian environment… but no, I should become a nun or maybe I only haven’t been fucked right… 

Also it really bothers me that some people think I can’t love another human being. Just because I’m asexual doesn’t mean I don’t fall in love or I don’t have feelings at all.

Why is it such a big problem for other people that I don’t want and don’t need to have sex… it’s not like I would have sex with these idiots if I weren’t asexual and so there is no difference for them if I’m asexual or not. 

"And I am bored to death with it. Bored to death with this place, bored to death with my life, bored to death with myself."

Charles Dickens (via ossa-cave)


jonnovstheinternet:
Life within death.
Physalis alkekengi, or the Chinese/Japanese Lantern, blooms during Winter and dries during Spring. Once it is dried, the bright red fruit is seen. The outer cover is a thin mesh that held the flower petals, seen in golden brown colour.
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chickenpoxxx:

one day i will see this in person :]

nepetaleijon:

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So much Person of Interest on my dashboard…
I always scroll very fast past these posts so I won’t spoil myself. Really need to catch up soon as I only have reached 2x15 until now, but I’m not in the mood for it and haven’t been for a while and I don’t know why because I love the show  -.-

Also I still haven’t watched the last two episodes of Buffy. Before I watch these, I will have to buy Angel and watch it until the time where the last Buffy episodes play. Somehow a good thing, so I don’t have to confront myself with all these feelings and the death of a beloved character.

I think, if I were rich, I would spend my life watching shows and movies, reading books, traveling to foreign places and buying more clothes a person could ever wear :D

Why do people expect me to be part of the real, grown-up world? I may be an adult but I don’t like it and I don’t want to behave like one ^^#

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Jelly Glow | John Rix

mattfoundglory:

the only reason i wear all black is so i can absorb the energy from the sun and become the most powerful being on the earth